Ah, weekend come and gone. I had to do a bit of studying. No, a lot of studying, with a mid term coming up, a test every Thurday, and papers, bleagh! At least I did get to have a bit of fun this weekend. I go to go up to San Mateo twice to see my Grandmother; who is doing much better, although hasn’t finished her surgery yet and is waiting for everything to get completely better and her doctor’s OK. On top of that, I got to see my twin cousins, Nicole (the older of the two, a little chubbier) and my sister’s favorite Julia (she sometimes cries when I’m around, then gets used to me), and their older brother, Shane (You can see a pic of him in my pics section). The twins came into our lives 3 months from yesterday. They’re soooooo K3Wt!!! If I get off my lazy duff maybe I upload some pics, then again, pics do NOT do them the justice they deserve in real life. Pics just aren’t the same! Poor moO has missed every single time I’ve gone and claims I’m being evil every time I say I had fun playing with the babies. But, hey, I did. Bah, back to studying.

For years and years my window to my room was broken somehow. I managed to tape it up for a while, to keep out the elements. For a few weeks now, there’s this void where my window used to be. I was wondering why my room was always so damn cold. Finally today I got off my duff and bought some wood to cover the void. Now my room smells like pine. I just HAD to cover up that damn hole, I have this little phobia about bugs. Ok, I have this BIG phobia of bugs. The hole was being closed today. Well, It’s now closed and, hurrah, no bugs.

I had a dream last night, maybe a little too real. I dreamt I was walking around school, I think it was a high school or something but I don’t think I was in school (it was some school limbo), when in the corner of my eye I see some girl

Ah, I love it. Wednesdays. Ice hockey, the King of Sports. It was a hard stuggle in the first period when we were down 2-0. It was a loss, I just felt it. When out of the blue we were 2-2, but then the other team answers back with a 3-2 goal. Some where shortly after we score 2 ass-whooping goals to make it 5-3. 3rd period, alot of time for them to catch up, we get a penalty, and yet another one. 5-on-3s are NOT fun, hehe. I managed to kill the full 5-on-3 time. Needless to say I was TI-ERD!!! That was my greatest acomplishment the whole game as I didn’t score any goals or assists today. The thing that pissed me off today was the last 10 seconds of the game I was cross-checked smacked my head on the ground. I looked around for the refs, nothing. Sure we were up by 2 and it was only 10 seconds left, but it’s the principle. Maybe the whiskey sour didn’t help after all…

Thousands of ‘what ifs’ went thru my head today. I don’t know why. I sometimes feel my life is empty or missing something. I knew a little while ago when I started kung fu, that part seemed ok, until I stopped going because I owed the Sifu 850 dollars and I couldn’t pay. I know I’m missing the fact that I don’t have money to play with like I used to. I lost my job almost a year ago. But, I don’t think that’s it. I know another hole in my life was filled when I started playing ice hockey again. I still play every Wednesday, so I don’t think that’s it. I have the kind of ‘what ifs’ like what if I didn’t meet the people I did, what if I wasn’t stubborn and bought that Honda in the first place, what if I wasn’t short, what if I had better luck, what if I won a million dollars, that type of stupid sh’t. I dunno where my mind is. At least I have hockey today!

After school Ryan, Tanya, Charlie and I took a mini road trip to The City, San Francisco. Had to buy some air freshener for Ryan and my car. I just love those little things in life sometimes. I miss the days where I just throw away money. I wanna turbo kit for my car, body kit and paint, a Honda CBR motorcycle, Subaru WRX all-wheel drive turbo, and IS300, the list goes on and on. The trip lasted about a good 4 hours. It’s nice to get out once in a while. Too bad it had to be The City, I don’t really like going there. It

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I’m going to have to appologize, I’ve been MIA for quite some time now. I suppose it’s the fact that I’ve been doing alot in school lately, been biting the balls pretty bad. Oh, well. Such is life. I gotta get out someday… Only to go back again like most people I know.

Hockey was kick ass today. Although I didn’t score any goals today, I did get two assists and managed to win the game with a sorry score of 2 – 10. *Sigh*

Sad how that’s all I have to update with after the break from blogging. I haven’t had much to say. I don’t even know what I’m doing here, I need help!

On a side note, watch this music video by Kiss, no not the American group. It brings a little hope that there still are great people out there for you. Sure it’s in Korean, you might not understand it, hell I don’t. If anyone can translate what the people say in the video, it would help me out a bunch thanks. If you’re not in a mushy mood, don’t bother watching. ‘Cause it might bring a tear or two to your eye, or not. Email me what you think about the video. I took off the responses ’cause I wanted to hear what people think without ruining it for anyone else. Don’t even think about posting elsewhere, they will be removed.

Edited 1/24/02 12:04 Ok, I decided to put back the responses. But, if you read before you watch it, it’s not my responsibility if it ruins it for you.

Last night I was too tired to play. But, I managed to stay in the whole game. What seemed to be a fairly even game through the first two periods, changed drastically when we scored two more goals in the third to go on and win it 6-4. I came out with 2 goals for my self. I guess that makes up for the whopping zero points I got last week.

Damn, I got sick. I spent all weekend sleeping, watching TV, and well did absolutely nothing. So, what’s different? I suppose nothing. I guess the fact that I felt like crap the whole weekend kinda dampered the fact that I had some time off from school, which started last week. Yuck. More later on tomorrow…

Weird, with this Greymatter thing, when I add a new entry and click the subject line, then press the enter key it goes to the Login screen. Weird.